oh my. its been an eternity since ive blogged. ahhaha. okay updates updates. ahha wat have i been up to since the hols started.. ahha prata w yunx n kang my lovesssss!! and we had an extremely heated discussion abt christianity.. (rather odd cz tis topic keeps coming up since then) .. many food outgs and meet ups w char and ser and many many many conv's abt the lobangs we have. ahah. i esp loved our dinner at chomp chomp (: yummmmyyliiciousssss!! -grins-.. newton circus dinner with ct chow cc n del like FINALLY!!! haha.. DnD meetings :/ more to come.. hai. many town outgs with hao mei and kenny and yy! ahah damn funny. these 3 pple crack me up. esp hao mei and his natural ability to be oh so lame... a snbt reunion steamboat dinner which i nv thought wld happen ever. haha but im glad it did (: yy's stayover.. long phone calls n many ridiculous outgs. ahah... prata w jensen at casuarinaaa! yummyyyyy! ..tanning with chow n jacinth baby at my hse (jacinth do not blackmail us with the pictures n videos plsssss! haha) .. char n cheri's church event (this laser gun game ting was really v fun!! (: .. the worst ting tt i cld have ever done on a monday was to go for the sushi tei interview with haomei kenny n yy on mon 22 may. hai. ITS DAMN GROSS!! i nv knew waitressing cld ever be so exploitative and shitty. most of e pple there are msians and vietnamese.. and so im of a diff frequency w em. the only girl i can talk to is this girl fr ngee ann poly.. ahha she's ang moh too. so all e better (: actually i took up this waitressing job only for the experience.. i was tinkg i cld higher my interpersonal skills.. build up on my communication w others.. learn how to cope with stressful and ever changing environments.. learn how to deal with low pay and high demands.. expectations.. etc etc.. i mean it really was a gd experience.. i admit it. for those who hafnt taken up waitressing yet.. u shd.. at least for a day. ahah or a few days.. for me.. aft one day. i badly wanted to quit. i totally do not suit waitressing.. or maybe its just sushi tei. anw i figured one day experience was enuf. but cz i asked haomei kenny n yy along.. i cldnt possibly desert em so quickly (e worst part was tt i started a wk earlier than all of em.. all alone :/ ) well enuf of self pity. ahha the job sucks.. even kristy says the job sucks. but i shall see how tings go.. with yy hao mei n kenny ard next wk.. den ill c if i wanna quit (: meanwhile i gta nurse my ever so sprained ankle. ahah. i desperately wanna play sports laaaaaaaaaaa! whoever wna play pls jio me...!! and yes chow.. tanning is included as a sport in ur case (: lol. and yes michelle.. shopping is considered a sport in ur case. HAHAHA. anw im really really really happy tt i got my 14 books to accompany me this hol! ahha.. altho eyl prob only last me a wk. ahha (: incase u all din knw.. yes i am a nerdy nerdy nerdy bookworm. lol.. but only when it comes to nice nice interesting fascinating books.. not sch work. ahaha which once again explains my cap. but yeah im qt happy with it alr considering i screwed up my exams as usual. it was an essay and yet i totally screwed it up. well ive learned my lesson or at least a few.. next sem.. its gna be way diff (: mich chow and i are sooooooo gna be studious girls 86 or at least.. try to (: i knw i knw.. tts wat we alws say.. but i swear.. next sem is gna be diff. we are gg to aim cap 4 and we are definitely gna do better than this sem! each sem just gets better and better! i know what to do now (: hmm.. lately i have been pondering over alota tings.. why the guys in judith mcnaught and nora robert books never to be found.. why i havent talked to my sis and kc (my 2 bestest best frens inta whole world) in such a damn long time.. why kc and i stopped writing.. why eyr there and im here.. why yy is going over too.. why ive grown distant fr some frens and bonded with others (some of which totally unexpected) why kang yy char ser cheri n recently mich have alws been there.. and are ever so responsive and tk the initiative to org outgs and have remained such loyal and true blue frens (: i really really reaaaaalllyyy appreciate u guys tonssssss!! why i alws say i will do things but i nv get em done.. why pple have such expectations of me and why i of them. haha so many qns's in my headddddd!!! but yeah.. i decided to abandon all these impt qns's and immerse myself in my books instead before my head explodes fr tinkg.. (: i mean.. im not running away fr these thoughts or anything.. its just that.. im sure everyone also has many qns's WHY and we usually dont have the ans's to most.. so.. i shd just focus my efforts thoughts and time someplace else (: ahha its amazing how i dont really miss those gd ol hall days. i mean i miss certain pple.. and i miss having so many pple ard me and having fun all the time. but i also miss home so much.. and i absolutely love my stay at home now (: but of cz when sch starts ill gladly move back to hall n be w all my frens and save travelling time n cost (: i just really wish i wasnt in DnD. oh well. nonetheless.. i will put my whole heart and soul into it. since i've come this far. no turning back. if not i may not get my hall stay no matter how hard i try plea or beg (which of cz i wont) cant blif im gg for arts camp all alone. jacinth u betterrrrrrrrrr get ur lazy bum over and go w meeee!! ahhaa.. wats tis last min abandonment ah! ahha. i dint even attend arts camp last yr la! talk abt stupidity. as jensen alws tells me.. 'why do u alws get urself in these situations' ahaha.. well i seriously dntknw.. but i certainly hope it wld be character building or sth. ahaha. alas.. i have no choice but to tink positive. okay back to my bks and my talk cock session with junhong now.. ahha its aft our msn conv tt i realise how much i miss him n his lameness! ahah. im so gna drag him and banana out one day for a nice happy meal!! (and no i dont mean HAPPY MEAL as inta macs happy meal -.- ) tata for now :D